Painting of woman walking towards pregnant mother and toddler on beach painted in green, pink, and purple tones

Beached. 66”x99”. Oil on canvas. 2017.

Detail of painting of mother and child painted in pink and purple tones

Beached detail

Painting of seated woman looking out window view at three children sitting on mountain summit and staring out at the sea and islands

Polaroid Access. 64”x53”. Oil on canvas. 2017.

Painting of naked woman sitting in snow in the moonlight in blue and purple tones

Happy Winter. 74”x100”. Oil on canvas. 2018.

Detail of painting of naked woman sitting in snow, painted in purple and blue tones

Happy Winter detail

Painting of woman falling in midair as bed underneath her disappears, painted in dark green and purple tones

The Little White Bed That Ran Away. 66”x88”. Oil on canvas. 2018.

Detail of woman suspended in midair, painted in dark green and purple tones

The Little White Bed That Ran Away detail.

Painting of man and woman embracing next to a fallen dead tree while the sun rises

A Color of Our Own. 99”x66”. Oil on canvas. 2018.

Detail of man and woman solemnly and lovingly embracing during sunrise

A Color of Our Own detail

Painting of woman screaming with a red sky out the window

The Fall. 16”x20”. Oil on wood panel. 2018.

Painting of gray-haired woman sitting at desk in study looking out window at bare tree in backyard

The Artist’s Mother. 67”x100”. Oil on canvas. 2017.

Detail of painting of gray-haired woman sitting at desk looking out window at bare tree in backyard

The Artist’s Mother detail.

Charcoal drawing of new mother holding newborn in hospital bed

The Eye of the Storm. 42”x60”. Charcoal on paper. 2016.

Charcoal drawing of child with ice cream all over face and shirt

It Was a Good Day. 66”x42”. Charcoal on paper. 2016.

Charcoal drawing of preteen with face pressed against car window during a rainstorm

I Like Pina Coladas. Approx. 42”x70”. Charcoal on paper. 2016.

Art show with painting of naked woman and another painting of three people on beach

Hunter College Thesis Show Part I installation

Art show with painting of naked woman, painting of falling woman, and painting of woman looking out window

Hunter College Thesis Show Part I installation

Art show with painting of couple embracing next to fallen dead tree, painting of falling woman, and painting of woman looking out window

Hunter College Thesis Show Part I installation

Hiraeth

I became interested in working with my family’s film photographs precisely because they are a physical reminder of when they were made.  The medium itself speaks to a very specific time when family photographs (mine and others’) were shared as physical prints and in albums rather than through the digital platforms of social media.  The sharing of a photo album was an intimate and revealing occurrence rather than a casual public event – you didn’t share your family albums with strangers because you generally did not invite strangers into your home.

It may seem contradictory that I choose to make paintings — paintings that I hope to show in public — based on my family’s private archive of photographs and my personal ones.  Yet I find that I make more interesting work using images of people I know and love rather than strangers.  Starting from the highly personal has paradoxically enabled me to speak more broadly about learning to live with emotional scars and burdens.  Thus painting these images and sharing the resulting artwork has become both a public and private act, as if a door was ajar at a vulnerable, revealing moment.